JiMmi

I forgot I had this livejournal!
Hahahahahahaha
Damn.
Perhaps I should delete this bitch.
Times have changed SO much since these days.
Lol

Under the veil of you is thorns
i watched them emerge
i watched you wither away
Visions of you
haunt my everything
Never Again
I trust in no one
The only person i ever loved...
eaten, eaten by my memories
Black skys and red horizons,
did i eat you away?
fovever rest in peace
as a victim of my malice...
as a captive of my lust...
as a haunting in my memories...
Black skys and red horizons
Never Again

dangggggggg to true! lol damn that perm!

its like romeo and juliet hot sex in a planet just to get you wet your about to witness something you will never reget and its gonna be the bomb this is what i bet .........yup!

okanogan representing!!!! what nigga!! what !>??? dont hate!!!

i hate live journal.......i hate live journal....sigh...

OK EVERYONE ADD ME I HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT , ITS CALLED MARSVOLTAWHORE, SO YEAH ITS A KICK ASS JOURNAL ADD ME KIDS! MUAH! I LOVE YOU ERNESTINE!

yeah so im just updating this piece of shit but i dont even want it anymore, i practically lost all my californian friends and no one reads this shit so yeah imma delete it psh, fuck my space to, if it wasnt for my sister i would delete that shit too, i dont even really want to go to california on the summer its all just too different.

HAPPY Burf-day denise!!! awwwwwwwww its your burfday tommorrow!!!! im so proud of you!! wow, now you really are a woman!!! fuck fool , i say that me and you celebrate yours and my burfday when we both go down to colton!!! fuck around!!! hey did you know that your burfday is on the same day as connies!!! lol i love you denise!!!! more then i can even express!! wow i mean i feel like your a sister i never had! you are the all-time bestest girlie ever!!! i love you!!! muah!!! have a great burfday!!

Dangggggggggg, ernestine put me down for the one that always fails!!! danggggggg ernestine!!! that one hurt! you could have put me down for something else!!!! i mean i know i always fail but you didnt have to post it on the interent!!! *sigh* you had better make it up to me...

well lets see here, today was non eventful, im at school, ummm, oh yeah last night i talked to grimmace, god i LOVE that kid, hes so damn funny, i tried to call deonna first to wish her all the happiness in the world, for her belated b-day, ah=nd then when i didnt get through, and her cell phone got turned off, i decided that i should call mah ernestine, being that i havent talked to her since the earth formed, and to my surprise, (sarcastic) it was busy! all the 10 times that i called it was fuckin busy! yeah so i called trusty old grim. yeah so im going to go down in like 5 months and yeah me and grim are going to go to the sheesh, lol that should be fun.lol. and umm be told me some interesting stuff. uh huh.....

Your College Life by highfivejunkie
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Your Roomate	zeroxlopez
The Football Player	chunkychunk
The Cheerleader	jackluvhsb
The Band Geek	rancidfiend
Highly involved in their Frat/Sorority	xfozzybearx
The Crazy Drunk	beloved_us
The College Slut	bluedutchess
Your Significant Other	stroke_menow
The Creep that sneaks into girl's showers	xforuiddiex
Likeliness you'll graduate: 82%
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DENISE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! I HOPE THAT YOU READ THIS! AND YOUR REALLY ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL GIFTED PEOPLE THAT I KNOW, YOU SHOULD NEVER FEEL CONFUSED WHEN YOU HAVE PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH AND WHEN YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW MUCH THAT I LOVE YOU, AND DEONNA AND ERNESTINE, AND ALL OF OUR FRIENDS, YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST CARED ABOUT PEOPLE THAT I KNOW, WHOEVER YOU MEET THEY ALWAYS LOVE YOU, EVERYONE ALWAYS LOVES YOU, BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY THIS, OK!?? I LOVE YOU BABE!! MUAH!XOXO

yeah well im pretty pissed off at mah mom and dad for leaving me and shit, thats pretty fucked up. and im doing real good here, besides really missing mah friends, and i dont even talk to mah cali friends anymore, it seems like so long ago we were chillin at the rec, and now im chillin on the couch all the time, its kinda depressing really. but yeah , fuck i really the old days, i never knew what i had untill i lost it. and RAGUEL HAS A BOYFRIEND!!!! WHOO HOOOO, KICKASS ABOUT TIME THE MEN REALIZE HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS!!! lol you go girl!!! muah!

im in washington....... AND I MISS COLTON, IM HOMESICK, LOL BUT MEANWHILE IM HAVING A PRETTY GOOD TIME, STARTING OF FRESH AND (TRYING)TO DO MY WORK AT SCHOOL, I WANT MORE THEN EVER TO GET GOOD GRADES NOW, I SEE THAT THATS MY FUTURE AND MY LIFE, AND MY ONLY WAY BACK TO CALIFORNIA AND ERNESTINE AND DEONNA AND DENISE AND EVERYBODY, SO YEAH, AND I MISS EVERYONE, LIKE CARLA AND DELMY AND GRIM AND MITCH AND JUST EVERRRRRRRRRRRYONE, YEAH I MISS THE BEER ALOT TOO. LOL THIS SUMMER ILL BE ABLE TO GO DOWN THERE AND PARTY AND I ALREADLY HAVE MY CALENDER FILLED.... LOL, SO YEAH /.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ERNESTINE DEONNA DENISE....... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! XOXO

hell yes!!!!! i finally got internet bitches!!!!!! im back niggas!!!! i love you ernestine!!!!and deonna, and denise!!!!!!!

im now living with my uncle. im leaving soon, not sure when. time is short. so is my tolerence. meh, who cares. i dont. either way, its over. colton is seriously getting to me. im sick and tired of being miserable. its over. i accept that. ill just leave. ill grow up, prosper, become well educated. all that good shit. yeah,thats it.peace.

hey im going to go to tracy willow i think, if they let me , cause im leaving saturday they say... i want to stay at your house deonna, is that possible??? and i want to go to mitchs and drink nanner, i can hold my liquor, remember??? i want to drink for my last time, here. or i might not stay the night, im going to rape this hott ass guy. lol. i want to . lol with whips, you know who you are... so write me back with your thoughts,bye love you guys

yeah well its a sad day here , im thinking about my new life waiting for me in washington, what a fucking loser i am , i have to live in washington. but i cant just leave when i have so much left to do, i have to meet alot of people still and theres some people that i really want to meet, and get to know and i just dont want to have to change, thats what im scared of the most change, i hate it, it ruins everthing. but yeah im going to miss my ernestine and deonna and denise so much , theyve been a big part of my life and i just want you guys to know that the last couple of years hanging with you guys has been the best of my life, and weve been through alot and i appreate everything you guys did for me. and as for janel, if your still mad at me then... yeah what can i do, if your not then great. i did nothing wrong and im sorry if your still mad, that sucks. yeah and raquel i miss you soooooooooo much!!! we need to hang out !!! soon next week?? and my bea!!!! i miss you too , soon we need to hang out, kay?
well thats it for now, ill talk to you later guys bye.

Hell yeah ,last night was the shit!!! i saw elizibeth!! dang fool ,, shes fucken hXc , for realz! and i saw andre that fool is crazy, mitch was wasted... i was wasted... everyone was wasted, it was by far the fucken best night i have had in a long ass time.. they kicked ass at the show!! TRACY WILLOW!!!!
Yeah i was talking to alot of people it was great. vodka all the way... thats about it, oh yeah and i stuck my finger in deonnas mouth when she was sleeping, ha ha ha, it was all open, haa ha hha